I miss the feeling of being inspired. It’s just so different right now.
These days, I’ve been randomly crying. Like I hate myself for getting low grades, and for being stupid. I am in a battle of trying to look okay as well as giving my life to my course.
Crying is the only way to ease the pain I have. Why can’t I party all night to forget everything that gives me stress? Nope, I’m not the kind of person who gets addicted to parties. I’m the type of person who just wants to be alone when I’m stressed.
Yep, stressed. I am stressed. I want to cry every day cause I am disappointing myself every day as well.
Just damn it. Au revoir ~
I always believe in the saying, “You don’t have to do it tomorrow, when you have today.”
F R I E N D S | 020214
In the middle of my pilates workout.
I’m back, again. *grins*
Anyway, the most awaited grade of all time was released earlier. But I am still confused what to feel, should I be sad or should I force myself to give a straight face? My mom told me that it was okay, she knew I did my best and besides she is up-to-date on the difficulty of Organic Chemistry.
Well, it’s too late. So, I decided to try my HARDEST for Finals. I don’t need to compare myself to others anyway, like, can that be more depressing than just receiving a grade? The heck! Comparing may help you strive harder yet it destroys you on the second.
I’m taking it back now.
I’m thankful with my grades. God did this cause He wants me to strive more and to learn from my mistakes.
We can never be successful without failures.
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Better late than never. (;